It's been almost two years since we said "i do", and we have finally come to terms that we are ready to try to make our family of "three" (fur baby is included in this count) to add another number.
Never have I ever realized just how hard it is to do that. My perception in high school made it seem so easy, as if any time the deed was done, congrats you're prego. Can you tell how well I paid attention in Health Class? oops.
But now that we are both ready, nothing has happened. Granted I'm not the one to track anything and everything, and I'm sure that would increase our odds. There is nothing that's holding me back, girly parts are all functioning properly. I am just extremely impatient now. Every month goes by and it's a constant battle not to over think things.
Most days it's "I want one, right now. Why can't it just happen" then others it goes something like "well maybe we should wait more. Pay off a couple more bills, have a chance to actually spend time together as a couple (if and when that ever does happen with our schedules).
I really just need to take a step back, enjoy what is all given to me now, and know that in time, the right time, it will happen. And I'm sure it's not the way I will think it will be, because nothing ever goes exactly like we planned it, right?
Linking up with: Story of My Life