October 20, 2013

week seven

(written 10.7.13)
wow, i've been slacking. lately though my energy level has been slim to none. and when i do have some, i use it to the best i can, which then leaves me wanting to crawl into bed at seven at night.

dishes, preparing food, cleaning, have been a thing of the past. for some reason gas-station food seems much more cheaper and appealing. weird and unhealthy, i know. for example, after my family session last night, i stopped at kwik trip for a $1.00 brat and a strawberry milkshake for dinner. i was content.

but the queasiness has slowly gotten worse. not to the point of throwing up anything. but makes me just feel "blah". eating does seem to help a little bit, but my worst fear may be coming true. i'd rather not be sick and throwing up without no one else around to help and comfort me. i'm praying that only the queasiness stays instead, i can handle that much.

i can not wait until the husband gets here later this week. it will be so nice to have him around for a couple days. i miss having him sleeping by my side every night, being there to cook breakfast and dinner, to keep Harlee occupied, and just having him around. it's going to be a long road a head of us, i'm beginning to realize. a true test.

10 comments:

  1. It will be a long road but I know you are a strong woman who will get through it and you guys will come out stronger in the end!! Lean on the people close to you who are more willing to help!! It will make the road not seem quite as long ;)

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  2. I was queasy this time around... never really felt that way with Bubs. It's the worst! Hope you feel better soon :)

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  3. Hopefully the queasiness will subside shortly! It always helped me to eat SUPER slowly. I usually ate crappy food too, and the girls both turned out perfectly fine and healthy! Glad you get some hubby time again soon!

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  4. Hopefully the queasiness goes away soon!

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  5. Aw, hope you start feeling better soon! ;)
    xo TJ

    http://www.hislittlelady.com

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  6. Stay strong, doll! I'm sure it will get better soon, and your husband will take very good care of you :)

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  7. Praying for you all like mad! How about Popsicles? They seemed to help me a bit, too. :) Here for you if you have ANY questions! xoxo

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  8. hope you start feeling better by now! good luck dear. xo

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  9. Ugh the queasiness is so bad. :( Hope it passes soon...it gets so much better after that!

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